I literally have been feeling so depressed.... I have no one to talk to besides my toddler. I do everything by myself all day... I clean every part of this house, cook and prepare everything we eat and drink, change every diaper, and I don't even get time to myself anymore. this morning I packed my boyfriends lunch for work and made him what he told me the day before he wanted plus more and I made him a smoothie cause I wanted to sit down and talk and have a conversation with someone and he didn't even get out of bed till 4 mins before his shift started.... like really? what a waste of time and effort. and he didn't even drink his smoothie. I just want friends and a boyfriend who actually gives half a shit about me. after this next baby is born it's gonna be so much harder and he doesn't care.... I'm always going to be the one doing everything....
sorry, had to get that off my chest. rant over.