I feel so guilty.... my first pregnancy... my son was perfect. no symptoms. no morning sickness, heartburn, indigestion, swelling, pain. didn't even know I was in labor... they had to tell me when to push it went so well. And this one..... I wanted so bad But this whole time I've been miserable..... so much pain, horrible sickness, awful indigestion, can't breathe, nasty swelling, headaches, restless legs, dizziness, my endometriosis has sped up and progressed more severely that once she's born in have to have surgery.... it goes on and on and on.... I keep thinking I should have just been content with my son and shouldn't have tried for baby 2..... I've been so miserable I'm afraid that my baby can tell... I don't want her to think I love her less because in so miserable.... my fiance wants another baby after this but I keep saying I don't want to be prego now... I want this little girl so bad.... I guess I feel like I'm jipping myself in the experience... ugghhh am I the only one