I'm getting super fustrated with the few friends that I have. I ask them to hang out or tag along for things and they always make up some excuse. I am still carrying. But I always hear them bitch about how the dynamic of the friendship changes when baby is born. Which I realize happens, it happened with a close friend of mine and me. I wish I had some "mom" friends that are around my age. I know a lot of them, I just could never see myself being friends with them closely. Idk, just venting I guess.