This picture truly brings me so much joy, I wish I could of been the first to hold her in my arms the second she was…
This picture truly brings me so much joy, I wish I could of been the first to hold her in my arms the second she was born, or see my DF cut the umbilical cord, or even hear her first cry. But I couldn't the sad reality of it all was that I was rushed into that very bright room and layed on a flat hard bed to get an emergency C-Section. I remember screaming from the top of my lungs "I feel the knife cutting me open", and that was the last of what I remember, I completley blacked out for hours after that, it breaks my heart knowing I couldn't expierence one of those amazing labors where all your close relatives surround you in tears because you just gave birth to a precious little miracle .. it wasnt until almost 6 hours later that I got to see my precious daughter. After having my body was sliced open and waking up from all the drugs I was given. Although that is my reality I'm beyond blessed this amazing man was right by my side the entire time, I wasnt able to witness my daughters First anything, but he did and I couldn't of chosen a better father for my princess ❤
missing117user·Мама дочки (8 лет), беременна (25 нед.)
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