@josewuvbabywuv,

ugh guys are fucking stupid :( im sorry girl...we gotta be syrong for our little boys.. my hunny annoys the fuck outta me too..he doesnt understand why i feel upset...its stupid. but man this sadness sucks! :/

he told me he wants to be with me but not be tied down he said he wants to go places & do things without me saying anything i was like wow after i had his son like seriously it broke my heart so damn bad.

i know me to :( his dad comes over but doesnt really help. i saw all these girls contacts he had & he had a phone when we were together but hid it from me & i found out when i was in labor :( i feel so depressed i feel alone & stuck i love my baby so much but im feeling so sad & alone in this. @sinabear

@josewuvbabywuv, yeah i hear you.. :( i break down sometimes..idk i feel as if i dont have time for myself anymore :'( sigh...and my mom lives almost 2 hours away...its hard..im always home alone cuz my hunny works 12-14 hour shifts a day...

i know :( sometimes im just like i cant wait till hes like 3 months & hes sleeping more but then im like no im gonna miss him being this little. hes a calm baby just cries really bad when he does cry. @sinabear

@josewuvbabywuv, aww. its hard dude.. im so exhausted. i get a couple hours of sleep a day... its crazy!!!!

me to! wic gave me a electric pump & it helps a lot but i only pump a little bit :( & he gets mad to he starts crying sooo bad! but now hes been sleeping a lot its helping me a lot. @sinabear

@josewuvbabywuv, dude yeah lactation consultants have tried to help him latch but he just does not want to :/ my nipples are flat and he gets soooo mad. iv been pumping too! and if i dont pump my boobs fucking hurt :(

not anymore he stopped. ive been pumping its really hard :( are you breast feeding? @sinabear

@josewuvbabywuv, lol yeah! so is he latching?

aww they do!! <3 & i know dude i need sleep so bad man. :( itll get better soon though @sinabear

& i know! C sections freaking hurt...feels like if you stand up to fast or move your gonna split your stomach open D: ugh! but iv been feeling better!:) Iv been sooo busy with baby...All day everyday.. Im so tired girl. i hardly get sleep. lol

@sinabear, here he is!(: