TMI: Honestly just had two bad days.. Not the worst days I've had but I could not have a bowel movement.. I was so constipated... And I was having Braxton hicks back pain and thee other thing was going on.. I'm on watch because my cervix is short. And I could have early labor.. I want her to stay in there as long as she can. But my body is sending me all these messages. I just need her to stay put. And my body needs to not do what it's doing.. I'm 24 weeks and nothing has happened so I'm expecting the worst to happen. I just want her to stay. Bake baby bake !!
oh God! I had an early labor last year. I pray that you don't go through that.
good luck @amanda2495
@babyv, I had more than normal bleeding going on one day they told me that I could have an incompetent cervix.. Which means that my cervix is trying to open before its time... It wasn't that but I had a vaginal ultrasound and my cervix is shorter than a normal cervix. They say I was bleeding because the baby was building pressure but if hasn't moved since they checked it.. Thank goodness. I didn't want to have surgery or anything to stop the moving.. We are just keeping an eye out for movement. Esp signs for early labor because short cervix means early labor.. I really don't want that.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
I just hope and pray that little miss Ivy doesn't come too early for mommy.. We aren't quite ready for her yet. . Early labor runs in my family line and shortened cervixs and twins so I got genetics working up against me @babyv