Gunner had his first appointment today:)
He did NOT like it at all..we had to undress him to his diaper to weigh him..and they were checking him. poor baby cried so much :( He is doing well. & Doc says to pump as much as i can..cuz its hard work since Gunner can't latch. but he says i can switch to formula if i need to..it wont hurt gunner at all...:) makes me feel better...i try to get as much milk as i can for him :( Circumcission appointment next week :( im so nervous
@mmmirage, yeah antibiotics... i was expressing milk and all of a sudden i got chills..i started shaking so much...my head hurts so bad..dude im so sick right now...im waiting for my hunny to pick up my medicine :(
Omg I heard that's so painful! Don't u have to take meds since it's an infection?!@sinabear
@mmmirage, aww..i have mastitis in my breasts..holy hell they hurt ugh.
@sinabear, omg I wish they did it sooner because it would have healed by next week!! Why didn't they do it the same day! Ugh yes girl. My nipples hurt so bad the first month. It only hurts sometimes now. Ice it a bit when it hurts and use nipple cream
@mmmirage, aww im so scared for his circumcission next week girl :( & true true! but omg...my nipple hurt so bad...my boobs hurt always..does yours too?
OMG adam HATES getting weighed :( He hates getting all naked. Ur doc is right. Pump as much as u can until he can't latch. Everyday try getting him to latch. Trust me.. U WILL want to give up but don't! Keep practicing because one day he will. I would say adam started latching at 4 weeks and now no prob ! I just wish I had lots of milk! I'm starting to drink teas for that issue.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

For all the mommas waiting, here he is😍 sorry i had him at 4:44 AM so ive been super exhausted.
If Jr has an IEP & one of the things in it says he can take breaks as needed, but his teacher isn’t giving him the breaks he’s asking for what do I do? If I can do anything at all..

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbr...
so idk what to do im supposed to be moving out with my bf, baby daddy he is 14 yrs older then me and he has his niece that is 25 that lives with him and she has a daughter that's almost 6 but on day she was being stupid and told me that I might have her daughters dad closer then me then i though since then we have had lots of fights about it and he always says it's not his daughter but why would she say that and why would he have gotten so mad when i questioned him about it and every time he pos...
I'm sorry! This sucks ! Motherhood isn't easy!!