I'm a ftm here. I'm 39 weeks pregnant and am scared... I can't see myself being a mom and that's what scares me the most is I can't imagine it. Anyone ever felt this before meeting there baby??
I can't sleep can't stop crying I'm scared and I'm stressed out my mind 😔😭💔
I'm scared that I might be having twins... :(
I hate that I'm scared of my own husband.
Omg I need to vent something weird just happened.... I'm scared because I thought it would never happen. I was in a deep sleep dreaming about ice cream and then all of a sudden I'm feeling wet spots on my neck thinking my fiancé's cat was in the room so I brushed it off. What scared me was then I felt something between my legs not bothered by it. Then all of a sudden I wake up to a twinge in my vagina only to see my fiancé is fucking me in my sleep I wake and was like scared. So I don't say nothing just let him finish but now I can't go back to sleep, I keep playing it over and over in my mind. I don't know if I was just raped or not???? What should I do I'm pregnant but Damn he couldn't have woke me up?
Not trying to scare any of you mommies. but this is what the epidural Needle looks like. I'm not as scared as I thought I was gonna be. so I'm looking forward to NO pain lol.
Shiann Nevada Hubbard·
Lol thank u girls :). And ya that's exactly what i think I've done is convinced myself something is gonna happen cuz I can't see a future with my little othef
caracross1·
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@hubbardgirl19, i feel the same way sometimes. This will be my first and I'm 36. There are days when I think "what the hell was I thinking"? I have days when I am terrified and nervous. But then I have days when I remember how much. I've always wanted a child, and how great it's going to be. Sometimes I have to give myself a little pep talk. Lol.
missing17user·
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Girl I felt the same way! I was in the delivery room at 9cm having a small borderline panic attack because I was so nervous and scared. I couldn't imagine anything in my future so I convinced myself something awful was going to happen to me. They told me to start pushing and I was crying cause. Was terrified. An hour or so later I was holding my son an it still didn't sink in that I was a mother. It took probably until after I left the hospital to fully realize what I was responsible for. Which brought on another mini borderline panic attack. After the pp hormones wore off and my son started sleeping more I was enjoying being a mom and now I finally can imagine my future with him.
I'm here if you want or need to talk girly.
Shiann Nevada Hubbard·
Ya I can understand being scared. I'm just scared in general since this is my first and have no idea on what to expect for anything at all
Kailynn·
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talk to another mom who knows how you feel. husbands & boyfriends are kinda useless when it comes to our feelings as first time moms sadly /: like I told my bf I'm scared when I go back to college (16 hours a week) my son will forget who I am & he just told me I was stupid & he won't forget his mom, but he didn't understand why I'm scared of that.
Shiann Nevada Hubbard·
Trying to explain it to my husband is hard cuz he doesn't understand why I'm so nervous but I just am having those first mommy jitters and don't know what to do. Lol
Kailynn·
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it sounds like you're nervous which is totally okay. maybe talk to your mom or another family member or friend you trust or even go to counseling to talk about how you feel if you're super concerned, you don't want to get depressed.
Sarah Faye·
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I still feel like I'm not gonna have a baby, but I feel her kicking and shit, it's just so surreal to me still lol I'm. 25 weeks