Well stubborn decided that he would just "deal with it" then he started to have adult time with me…

Well stubborn decided that he would just "deal with it" then he started to have adult time with me and after about two minutes he got his and that was that. Talk about using me. I felt so taken advantage of and I had a major PTSD flashback. He held me for hours while I sobbed and shook. He even scared himself. Then as he fell asleep he has a nightmare begging me to never leave him and he's sorry. He leaves tonight for his mom for three days. 💔 I'm just at a complete loss.