I need you to pray for me. 😞 my midwife called and let me know my blood levels are worse than before. I have to now go see a specialist who can tell me the specifics of my deficiency. If I can't get these levels up 😞 I'll have to deliver in a hospital. My heart is broken. The thought of delivering in a cold hospital possibly without my husband is mortifying. At least at home I'm more comfortable being alone & my kids will be safe with me. This is not how I envisioned this pregnancy going. 😞 I feel like to many doors have closed and God is saying there is another way ....