Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep. Every time I lay the baby down he wakes up after like 10 minutes. 😴

So the guy I posted about the other night that said he tends to always get what he wants is back at it again 😂🤦‍♀️.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

So bf every night pushes me away to cuddle he says cuz bed uncomfortable and i kept getting pushed away so i slept at the bottom of bed or put a pillow in between us and gets mad he says not like im doing this on purpose why it’s only it’s ok when it’s convenient for him to cuddle when he wants to cuddle but not me ? Why can’t I get comfortable with trying to find ways to sleep by cuddling a pillow or sleep upside down I point things out and turn it around it’s my fault.