I just feel like screaming and bawling. . . I've been kinda depressed so when my step mother ask me what's wrong and I tell her I'm juat a lil aggravated she gets mad and asks me if really had it that hard no I don't I'm blessed abd happy with my life but I'm not exactly happy with myself. .. I just wish I could be better that I could have finished high school and that I wasn't so emotional why can't anyone understand that me being depressed does not mean I hate my life it means sometimes I just get stuck in my thoughts and I beat myself up I can try anything not to and ill just pass out cuz I'm so tired oh she's just pregnant yes but I've always had this problem and it doesn't make me proud I dread moments a days like this I wish someone would understand :'(