i dont think ive ever been this stressed out in my life. remember that father/boyfriend of the year i found out was cheating on me and left me for someone else? well he and his new girlfriend went to jail for beating up some girl together. so he calls begging for me to bail him out and that he wants to be out for his family. so stupid me SELLS MY CAR to bail him out. so he comes home and its clear he lied to get himself out and missing that girlfriend. i find out he got her name TATTOOED on him after 2 months of being together. i have 7 years and 2 kids with him. im so stressed out i didnt even know i could hurt this bad. i wish i could take anti anxiety meds or somrthing because i have rhis constant panic all day from hurting. i just wanna have my baby so i can calm down. im sorry so long im just super down and feeling pretty helpless