once again lastnight another confrontation with my bd. This time he disrespected me to the core. got to the point where I said this cannot go on anymore. I prayed over and over and asked Jesus to fix it and that's exactly what he did. ☝ So basically, now this man is trying to apologize and explain himself and his actions and asking me for hugs and shit. ERRR! stop right there player. Now I have to forgive him for me because I can't have hate towards anybody especially my child's father. but don't come crying to me now asking for hugs and shit it ain't good like that 👊💢
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
Totally irrational so please no judgement... baby daddy is over for visitation and he took Karoline's picture and it infuriated me. I don't want him having pictures of my daughter. He just posts them on social media and claims how we keep him from Karoline and what a great dad he is even though he doesn't do shit. How do I get over this mamas? I'm really struggling with it lately. I just don't want him to have any part, seeing him with my daughter disgusts me .


Yah it’s over between me and my baby daddy Kevin were having a baby together
I’m hurt by him now
hell no that will never happen I'm still in the process of packing my things @sexii_diiva