Oh my.. I think I've hit that level of depression when it comes down to me & my child's father. I…
Oh my.. I think I've hit that level of depression when it comes down to me & my child's father. I think this is really it. I've been strong for so long but its just heartbreaking to know this maybe it. 6 years.. really? that's a lot of time to just give up. I always imagined getting married to him & having a child starting a family you know. Well I got the child part right. Every time I feel Carter move inside of me his father is the first person I think of. He helped me create this & now he's not even around to feel his little movements turn into big strong movements. It just saddens me. & yup I'm officially depressed. 😥😳😢😢
Cynthia♡·
@squizzy843, i know how you feel im going through the same thing right now 💔 except mines is in jail 😢 so it brings more depression on me 😭. Everything i feel my daughter kick me, hes the 1st person i think about. We created her together. It hurts me a lot that he ain't here 💔
Amy·
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aww @cynthiaa... we are women & obviously we are stronger than we think. we are bearing children. ill get over it. I just needed to vent a little.
Cynthia♡·
@squizzy843, yeah thats how i feel to. you feel better when you write out how you feel. it feels like its been lifted off your shoulders.
kingsmommy2k15·
Going thru the same exact thing. I dont even stress myself about it anymore cause hes missing out and wen ur baby grows older, he will kno who was there for him.
Amy·
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yes it does @cynthiaa
as bad as I don't want that guess that's how it will be @kingsmommy2k15
kingsmommy2k15·
ikno the feeling, but wat can we do.... my baby daddy someone I been seeing for atleast 3 years up and just changed wen I got pregnant. He even found himself a mistress. its horrible and I do love him. but he has to step up or step aside. Ur carrying ur child so u cant run from it. he's not doing tht so sad to say he can go anytime
J·
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I know the feeling o so well.
Amy·
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yes so true @kingsmommy2k15.. we had a little argument through text last night & he basically cut me off saying he didn't want to talk to me anymore. but he just text me just now. I'm looking at my phone like really.. I can't deal.