Just an emotional mess. I've never been a "happy pregnant mom" I love being pregnant don't get me wrong. It's such a blessing , I just feel like all my internal insecurities leak out while pregnant ...it's lonely when few understand 😞 I envisioned being a happy pregnant mom this time around ....it's like the bad days are amplified 😔 4 more months to my hormonal normal.
I've been that way very few times have I been happy most of the time it's just another day of ugh
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

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@Lo vinmy2, I have my cry sessions that's for sure @piaette ya that's how it is. When my husband comes home I'm more balanced but when he leaves it's like anxiety and stress rule my world. Tired of feel drained.