Hello from hospital. Its 5 am only few hours away before my Csection surgery at 34weeks at…

Hello from hospital. Its 5 am only few hours away before my Csection surgery at 34weeks at approximately 5lb that my son is weighing. These 2 days I have been in the hospital was not stressful because everyone is so kind and caring & having eachother for comfort (My Hubby). And whatever life choose for us it is what it is.But deep down cant believe its happening to me why only weeks away it couldnt wait atleast to 37Weeks.Im not religious. Im hopeing in Life and Faith will see that we didnt ask much from the life itself just that we decided like everyone else to have a healthy family .