In all honesty it's really sad to say but I'm being pushed away and that's causing me to lose…

In all honesty it's really sad to say but I'm being pushed away and that's causing me to lose feelings for him .. I feel like I come second in everything. I feel like I bother him in so many ways . But I will get through this . I'm just looking forward to meeting my son 💙 the only person that matters to me 👶