I keep having these awfull dreams that my boyfriend is cheating on me,its so real its horrible, I wake up sweating and wanting to kill him lol
I had another similar dream last night,I feel exactly the same but if its going to happen it will,nothing we can do to prevent it xx
I had this last night its horrible. woke up crying wanting to smother him lol. I think it's because I'm scared incase he leaves me alone and a single mum with our baby :'( xx
I did too at the start and people trying to stab my belly or kill my baby! But the cheating stopped and just plain weird dreams started. Then I kept the dreaming of my baby and now I'm back to normalish dreams but I'm pregnant in the all! xx
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Nope if thair stupid enough to throw away a diamond and pick up a rock then let them go :) xx