So I'm officially not working and I'm trying to stay busy but all I do is clean the house all day…

So I'm officially not working and I'm trying to stay busy but all I do is clean the house all day while my fiancé is at work. I started thinking about how things would be after our son is here like would i fall in to a depression of some sort.. Idk how I would handle that

Over thinking is a serious problem for me..