So it's official , we've done it again. I already know three ppl that just might stop talking to me and several more that will simply disapprove ... I understand though. five is a big number . But the baby has been given to our family and that is where he/she will stay. We will make it work no matter what happens!
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The concept of a large family is hard for most people . It's not normal these days... And society loves enforcing what they see as normal . As for the people I feel will stop talking to me? They all have profound emotional reasons that I completely understand. One good friend that can't have children . I tried to offer her the last one but couldn't actually go through with it... ( no judging plz , it wasn't that I didn't want him , I just REALLY wanted to help her, even if it would hurt in the process) . My sisters children were lost to her in divorce drama , so envy would cloud her ability to be happy for me. And my mother in law feels I was already outnumbered at three and wanted to see me get my tubes tied at the last one ( actually hers is just frustrating , I tend to think she needs to butt out and let us live) but she had a hard way to go taking care of the three she had in a single parent environment so that's where her thinking comes from
stop talking to you because you chose to get pregnant? that's your decision .if they can't accept it o well!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
5 blessings!