so im back at the hospital... And i feel like crap and they said its just gunna get worse tell you have the baby but they don't want me to have her yet?? So let's just get way worse then need be and stress me out even worse which means harder recovery ugh... Im 36 weeks gunna be 37 on tuesday.. i really don't know how much longer i can take this preeclampsia really sucks.. i don't think i will have any more children after this.. :(
People just have a way to get to you i already feel so horrible about myself people just make it so worse for me
Literally have no friends or pt people to text haha every friend turned their backs on me or just don't get my pregnancy or SO issues and I kudu keep to myself. 🙄

Took this lastnight...and I'm not sure how I should feel. I've made a terrible mistake by having sex so soon after having a baby but it has made such a precious thing. I really don't want to have an abortion but my Fiancé does. I understand why he wants to go that route but I just would feel absolutely terrible about doing that. I cried all night...I really don't know what to do. PLEASE NO JUDGING IM ONLY POSTING THIS FOR SUPPORT.
So I'm supposed to start my period today and I took a test with fmu and it came back negative :( really bummed.. I just hate how I have to struggle to get pregnant. Everyone seems to get pregnant so quick I just don't understand :((
So its really over between me n him. Im angry n hurt. He block me from reaching out to him. Im so upset. So i want him to be punish for hurting me. What should i do? I have naked pics of him i want to put out. I want to call his job get him fired. Im so hurt. This is his first child n he dont even want to be here for the birth. 4 damn yrs n it come to this. What should i do? I want Revenge
My mom had Preeclampsia with me, I was born 3months early 😰