so im back at the hospital... And i feel like crap and they said its just gunna get worse tell you…

so im back at the hospital... And i feel like crap and they said its just gunna get worse tell you have the baby but they don't want me to have her yet?? So let's just get way worse then need be and stress me out even worse which means harder recovery ugh... Im 36 weeks gunna be 37 on tuesday.. i really don't know how much longer i can take this preeclampsia really sucks.. i don't think i will have any more children after this.. :(