RANT: I seriously hate taking pain medications because I feel like people will judge me, but in the hospital they were giving me oxycodone when I needed it and I never missed a beat with my baby boy. He was fed and burped on time, changed pretty much as soon as he dirtied his diaper, held all the time. He hardly cried except when I was changing him. But I still feel like people judge. It just hurts so bad making it hard to move and I can't take care of my son if I can't move. I just wish people wouldn't make snap judgments about stuff. I would never take anything if I thought it would impair my judgment and make me not be able to take care of my baby boy. I love him more than anything.