I really need sleep but I'm so terrified to go to bed, I have such a big fear of waking up and Matthew not breathing. That's why I just haven't been able to sleep very well. I don't know what I can do to. I'm just so scared of losing him. I don't know what I would do if anything happened. Any advice?
@january10th, I'm not a heavy sleeper either, but I still get worried he'll move his head and I won't notice that he's pressed his face against me or something.
Yea just put him a little farther from you. that's what I do.