just got to my mom's house..broke down and got a pack of cigarettes since she had the baby in her car. I haven't smoked in 10 months but I wasn't strong enough to go without them tonight. I needed something to help calm me down and make it for that long drive.
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I'm so very sorry. You will make it through this though. I have been there and it hurts so bad but it will get easier. Just takes time.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase2
A new post for katie058 and hopefully bcappel soontoo, as ours got too long!
thank you @junebaby I know it will get better, it's only been a few hours after all.