I've decided to make a huge decision as far as what I think is best for my son. I ABSOLUTELY hate New Mexico, and probably 95 percent of its population, including my child's father. It's just to messy here, & people damn sure don't know how to mind they business. February 28, I'm moving back home to California, so I know that my son has a better chance at life. New Mexico has nothing to offer, & I just want what's best for my son. At first, I was so hesitant to leave New Mexico because of my job that I love so much, my child's father, but I realized it's not about me anymore and I know if I do go back to California the family members that I still trust & I know for sure they won't turn they back on me will definitely be there when I need them. It's going to be hard, but I know me and my son are going to make it & be just fine. I can feel that in my spirit and I know if I put my situation in God's hands, I should have ABSOLUTELY nothing to worry about.