Im weird. I don't want my daughter. to call me mom or mommy I want her to call me something…

Im weird. I don't want my daughter. to call me mom or mommy I want her to call me something different. not my real name. but just different. I call my mom Sadiee idk why she's just old to me which is ironic bc shes only 38 but I want her to call me something like that.. My mom doesn't believe me when I tell her my daughter will call her Sadiee lol