Today was the first time leaving the baby with my boyfriends parents. We went to dinner at cheesecake factory. I think I did well. I only texted them once to check up on him. lol.
My fav restaurant! And lol I did pretty well! I would probably cry and check every 30 min lol

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Lmao eff that my husband's mom would be giving him soda, chocolate, candy, lord there's no way I'd let her babysit.