Sometimes I panic that I'm not ready for a child. Like, the teeny-tiny-baby part I think I can deal with; but when that teeny baby grows up to be a real person...that's pretty terrifying to me!
Please God tell me I'm not alone!!! lol!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
i'm getting my baby circumcised tomorrow & it makes me so sad. i want to do it but i don't want to see him hurting :( makes me cry every time i think about it

My baby boy ! Born today at 2.48pm weighing 6lbs 10oz, teeny boy ?? cant believe i have a son ?? x
Look I'm tired of everybody bitching at me about drinking Coke or Mt.dew....I drink water and poweraid all week! If I want to enjoy a damn Coke or Mt. Dew on the weekend that's what I'm going to do! I would not do anything that would hurt me or my baby!
Motherhood ripped from me again...
I went for my Anatomy Scan on Friday @ 20wks. I went in expecting to find out if my baby is a boy or girl, but came out feeling like I'm going to die.
I feel exactly the same...im happy im pregnant but when i really think about it im soooo scared :/