I found a birthing center really close to my house. They'll transfer me to a hospital if I need an epidural but I really want to try

I wanted too ... but no epidural .. im too scared

I wanted to be ended up at the hospital. I did labor in the birthing tub for about 9 straight hours though and it was amazing.

sounds too painful for me but who knows . I think I will get the epidural if it gets too painful