no heartbeat

I just came to the dr to see the baby tomorrow id be 9 weeks no heart beat. Im in shock everyone is running around to schedule a dnc i cant move. I dont understand how this happened.

i love my husband n my kids but his addictions are consuming him....i know he loves his kids n me ...i dont want him to die...but i cant let him be around kids fucked up.....im thinking about leaving him....i just dont want him to die...this sucks ..anyone been in similar cituation? any advice?

Science!

My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

Am I wrong for not wanting anybody to ride my sons bike but him hes 3 and he has a auntie who is the same age as him but I dont want her to ride it either...

Honestly still just so tired of being a mom but if i did adoption if never see him i wish someone else could care for him but i still see him often or even if i got a ray off every week to live. I just dont wana be his primary caregiver :(