You know, everyone keeps asking why I want to go back to work so bad. well I love my girls to death and I want to be able to provide for them on my own. But another reason, because I need out of this house. I've never been one for just sitting around twiddling my thumbs. I need to go back to work so my mind stops wondering. When my mind wonders I get depression really bad, and with everything that has happened with my girls father and all I cry almost every day so going back to work would help ease my mind and give me something to put my energy towards. does that make sence to yall?
I've just never been one to sit around for to long bc my mind goes insane. honestly working and just being active is how I've battled my depression instead of needing medication. but finding a new job is so hard! especially with 2 babies hahs @ginagina
Do not let anyone make you feel bad for making to provide for your family. If you feel like your getting depressed from sitting at home then go you for doing something about it not just letting it consume you.
My mom always says she liked working while we grow up. she had time to miss us and the time she spent with us was quilty time. she would run home hugs us and want to play. she said she never felt ugh I wish I didn't have to deal them.
Definitely do not feel bad :) Do what's best for you and your girls!