I sleep in a bed with a man that wants to have kids with me but no longer loves me unconditional....but yet I try to keep our marriage together ....Because that's what I believe I am supposed to do . Oh the hurt of someone that you love that no longer loves you the way you love them!
Amongst other things...I guess it's the guilt of what we both put each other through the years and believing that God can fix our marriage and eventually put forgiveness and trust back in his heart. But I think to myself everyday what if God himself is trying to tell me that there's someone out there for me?? only if I just let go of something that isn't good me anymore. ALL of it is a struggle. Then there's fear of the unknown.@mrs.aceves,
Why be with a man who doesnt show you the same love you show him? Who wants to have sex & you his babies but cant make love to you? Someone who makes you feel this way??
You have to figure out if this man is worth wasting your years with. because if he doesn't love you the way you do him, you will always be asking yourself WHY you had so many children with someone who isnt in love with you.
Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana. Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋 1/1/18-5/23/18
Who agrees ? Are you sure this is my child and do you love me = I don't trust you I don't want this child and you don't love me
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
It's my turn ladies! Finally, after nearly FORTY-TWO weeks... I decided to get induced. Baby Violet scared me with some decreased fetal movement and I couldn't wait any longer.
Ashley Aceves
@ginagina, Honey he has to get over that & if he cant, theres no sense in beating a dead horse so to speak. The unknown is scary, but what if something even more beautiful comes out of you stepping away to do whats right for your heart
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