Uuugghh I don't want to drive the whole bleeding hour back to the hospital just to sit for two hours and get sent home…

Uuugghh I don't want to drive the whole bleeding hour back to the hospital just to sit for two hours and get sent home again! At the same time, I'm in pain more than any other time with these contractions and still occasionally having random trembling, but I don't to deal with these docs anymore right now, especially after I was never called back by on call last night. So freaking frustrated I feel like I might cry.