I didn't want to have a child until I was married with a good career and established you know? I'm very very very happy , I'll be 18 weeks Tuesday! I can't wait to meet my mini me . ❤️ but it breaks my heart more and more everyday that I'm in this with a guy who doesn't even want to marry me . And I've come to the conclusion, that since the relationship is so unsure, yes we live together but we just don't get along, I'm going to give my baby my last name. I've thought about it for so long.. And I think I'm making the best decision.