Man I wanna be a stay at home mom so bad and its not even the fact I don't want to work because even though I go through hell at work I kinda like doing what I do working with and selling phones. But I've gotten so attached with my baby girl that even though I know she'll be in good hands with my grandma while I'm at work i still feel nobody can take care of my baby as good as I can. I left her for the first time the other day for two hours to go out to eat with my mom and sisters while she was at my grandmas house and I swear even though I had a nice time with my family every minute killed me being away from my Adriana. . . Ugh lord only knows how imma act when it comes time for me going back to work five days straight out the week.