I slowly find myself falling back in love with this man 😩. I must say it's much more scary the…

why scary

@sexii_diiva, Idk hes doing/saying all the right things now but I just wanna know that when... IF I let this happen again it'll be different. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. I'm a very soft person so once you hurt me its hard to let go of that I guess thats what I'm really struggling with is the letting go part.

was he cheating or something previously for you to feel this way

@sexii_diiva, It wasn't so much physical but it was a lot of emotional head games with other girls and to me thats worse than sex. playing with ppls emotions isn't cool.. And then what if your emotions get wrapped up too.. Nah, I'm good on that.

well yea I completely understand