Girl we're in the same boat. don't worry we will get through it with support from another and our family.

@blackbutterfly14, dont be upset. just know that where you are now is not where you will be forever.. i am very hard on myself too so i know where you are coming from this path that you are on is where you should be now dont be upset start planning some goals you want to achieve and interventions on how you will achieve them motivation is a muscle we always have to strengthen and one day you will look back and think wow look at all of the things i have been through... and now i am here :D