
day one.
1. my name is Heather
2. my first baby and it was planned
3. im scared to death and excited all at the same time.
4. im barely pregnant few weeks tops
5. im 29 and kinda had convince myself i wouldn't ever have the chance to be a mom
I have pcos idk if you know what that is but it makes it hard to get pregnant. I had a miscarriage the day after Christmas in 08 when I was with my first husband and it devastated me. looking back it just wasn't meant to be. I found the best man ever to spend my future with we've only been together 6 months but we've been friends 2 yrs and he is the best and I couldn't imagine having children with anyone but him
I've had it set in my head that I'd never be a mom either, and if I ever got the chance I'd be terrible and my kids would hate me.. my ex built up by confidence when we were together, and he made me feel so good about when/if I became a mom. Sadly, he moved away, and we didn't make it. And my husband now is a complete ass lol but I love him with all my heart. He helps with the mommy thing too. <3
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
My sister has pcos had a miscarriage once and now has a 2 yr old and a soon to be 1 yr old just keep your head up ❤️