day one.
1. my name is Heather
2. my first baby and it was planned
3. im scared to death and excited all at the same time.
4. im barely pregnant few weeks tops
5. im 29 and kinda had convince myself i wouldn't ever have the chance to be a mom
I have pcos idk if you know what that is but it makes it hard to get pregnant. I had a miscarriage the day after Christmas in 08 when I was with my first husband and it devastated me. looking back it just wasn't meant to be. I found the best man ever to spend my future with we've only been together 6 months but we've been friends 2 yrs and he is the best and I couldn't imagine having children with anyone but him
I've had it set in my head that I'd never be a mom either, and if I ever got the chance I'd be terrible and my kids would hate me.. my ex built up by confidence when we were together, and he made me feel so good about when/if I became a mom. Sadly, he moved away, and we didn't make it. And my husband now is a complete ass lol but I love him with all my heart. He helps with the mommy thing too. <3