Hello, I'm back. I had left the app only to return for some support from all the nice ladies here. I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL DAY. HAVEN'T EVEN EATEN AND REALLY DEPRESSED. I went for my 6 week check up Wed and got a pap done. Got the results today as an abnormal pap with low grade SIL. It says the majority of this is caused by HPV. I have had normal paps up until last yr in Sep. They scheduled me for a colposcopy Dec 24th. I am truly terrified of the results. Of possibly having HPV or pre cancerous cells that lead to cervical cancer. Can anyone relate?