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Efrat Cybulkiewicz
Efrat Cybulkiewicz

"there is no heartbeat." those were practically the words I heard from a second opinion-doctor yesteeday, in that…

"there is no heartbeat." those were practically the words I heard from a second opinion-doctor yesteeday, in that instant, my daughter whispers;

her- ...are you sad?

me- no, not that type of sad.

her- i am here, and i am still your baby.

me- hell yeah! always were and you always will be my number one.

at that moment while staring at me, i noticed... for her, i am her favorite superhero (...) like it or not, life is unfairly wise...and perfectly balanced (there are so many beautiful things to be happy ). amen to that, and the show must go on. we will try again, until my sexy Italian man gets to be a father (and not only an exceptional stepfather).

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?