this would be the first time ever making contact with so many woman at once.... yeah, my own species freaks the living out of me. and yet, knowing we can create little people so we can later on set them free into life makes such phobia a less scary reality...congrats, you all.

I'll stop loving you on February 30, when the night abducts the sun, strawberries grow on olive trees and all religions will case to exist.
xox, your mom.

"there is no heartbeat." those were practically the words I heard from a second opinion-doctor yesteeday, in that instant, my daughter whispers;
her- ...are you sad?
me- no, not that type of sad.
her- i am here, and i am still your baby.
me- hell yeah! always were and you always will be my number one.
at that moment while staring at me, i noticed... for her, i am her favorite superhero (...) like it or not, life is unfairly wise...and perfectly balanced (there are so many beautiful things to be ...

watching her dance is to hear my heart beats.....picture taken after her class ended.

It's nice to know it isn't a race doing something that takes a lifetime to master....

the problem with some individuals nowadays is, some people think they can say whatever they want and no one would dare to throw back at them the rock they thrown at others...but when they see a person worth of such capacity (10 times more aggressive), the culprit becomes ironically the victim and the real victim in the aggressor...go figure ;)

we do, we believe that what comes around goes around. Instead of hoping for a better day, we get up and reach for it. we believe on spending our days smiling, and our nights laughing. we believe on picking each other up every time we fall, as many times as necessary, without blaming it on somebody. we believe on pursuing what we deserve instead of what we want. we believe in sarcasm as the most eloquent truth, and our truth is; we are never an unfinished business (in a relationship love and mutu...

instead of sneaking around through persons cracks, just face it, we are fucked in our head, and don't replay 'not all of us are the same.' We're ALL fucked up in our own little way, and you know why is that? because the straggle we're up against makes us what we are...but guess what, the more fucked up, the more I like you, it only shows you've managed to hold onto your identity trough all the shit, and not trapped in someone else's dream, because only then you're fucked, fucked up beyond all re...

self portrait-2011, somewhere in the middle east, with my daughter, noa.
after asking for divorce, and divorcing her father. i shaved my head as a symbol of a new chapter in my life instead of just a new look. trust me, life becomes a piece of cake once you understand the real meaning between wanting and needing....once you hold in your hands a piece of heaven, you do whatever it takes to protect it (and just to clarify, he never touched me....but as we know, there are other ways to hurt a woman).

....this is what i learn today from a journal article about marketing:
a man’s sperm is actually comprised of three different types of spermatozoa. The “fertilizers” are exactly those that most people are aware of, namely, the long-tailed spermatozoa seeking to fertilize the ovum. surprisingly, there are two other types of spermatozoa within a man’s ejaculate that are quite uninterested in the ovum. the “blockers” establish a line of formidable chemical defenses against any potentially incoming ...

I've being called alot of names (...) Mommy is my favorite!