"there is no heartbeat." those were practically the words I heard from a second opinion-doctor yesteeday, in that instant, my daughter whispers;
her- ...are you sad?
me- no, not that type of sad.
her- i am here, and i am still your baby.
me- hell yeah! always were and you always will be my number one.
at that moment while staring at me, i noticed... for her, i am her favorite superhero (...) like it or not, life is unfairly wise...and perfectly balanced (there are so many beautiful things to be happy ). amen to that, and the show must go on. we will try again, until my sexy Italian man gets to be a father (and not only an exceptional stepfather).