GOT DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL , WITHOUT MY BABY .. IT WAS SO HARD TO LEAVE HER . I DIDNT SAY GOODBYE I SAID MOMMIE WILL SEE YOU LATER. NOW I GOTTA MAKE SURE I CALL EVERY HOUR TO SEE HOW SHES DOING IN THE NICU UNTIL MON TO TALK TO THE DOCTOR ABOUT SURGERY TO BRING HER HOME 😥 PRAY FOR ME YALL IM HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN I THINK IM EXPERIENCING POST PARTUM NOT BRINGING HER HOME RIGHT AWAY AND EVERYTHING IS SET UP OMG ITS KILLING ME I JUST WANT MY BABYGIRL IN MY ARMS. GOTTA WAIT A WHOLE WEEKEND AND SEE EVERYTHING IN MY ROOM TO REMIND ME OF HER 😭😭😭😭😢😳😞😢😢😢 BUT IMMA STAY STRONG AND HEAL UP