don't judge please.
I'm 14 weeks and 4 days and I just don't feel like I can do this anymore. I'm depressed all the time. I never want to even leave my room. I'm doing this all alone. I feel alone. I feel trapped. I know babies are supposed to be a blessing but this doesn't feel like it at all. I have never been more depressed in my life.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I feel like my lil nursery is gonna be nothing compared to all other ladies I've seen 😩.. I'm trying to do minnie mouse on one side of my room for her but I feel it won't look cute because we don't have money 💵 to do the fancy kind 😖.. Smh... #whyme
AF due 29th, anyone else? Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Kaitlin·
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I am not doing this alone and I still don't know if I can do it. But the main thing hon is that you keep trying. That's what makes a good mother. Once you've made a mistake the only thing you can do is learn from it. And I guarantee it that if you love this baby and you want to do it... That you can do an amazing job. as for the sadness, listen to sad songs... Cry your eyes out... Don't hold anything in. Find someone to talk to, whether it's family, physiologist, friend... Or writing it down on a piece paper! Or even here! Just get your feelings out! Also go out and do something you know will cheer you up... Get your hair done, do something just for you! And force yourself to go out when you have the oppurtunity! For me I when I went grocery shopping I spent a lot of time just looking at baby clothes and stuff and it made me happy, also music has always been very therapeutic. I hope your mood lifts! And if you really don't think you can do this.. Talk to someone about adoption? You have options. You just need to make the right choice for you and your baby. Every choice will have its ups and downs. Again I hope you start feeling a climb up in your mood
Kirsten·
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I went thru this phase. Trust me it's just a phase! You will get and feel better. Not saying you won't get sad but that deep depression stage will pass.
Felicia·
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hope is all you need and just like you said were here for you and remember there is always a light at the end of the tunnel stay strong hunny
kalynmarie18·
thankyou @ekks.mamma @jellybeansmommie hopefully I can cheer up soon. it seems impossible. but I'm hopeful anyways..
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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It is definitely possible. If it wasn't there wouldn't be a million mamas who did it before you. and you always have help its just not who you expected.
Felicia·
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nobody is perfect hunny I have messed up alot in my life but I know that I can be a good mom and so can you
kalynmarie18·
@ekks.mamma, its impossible to believe in myself when I've messed so much up.
Felicia·
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hunny you have to believe in your self I know its hard to see but you can do it..that baby is going to love you more then anything in the world..
kalynmarie18·
@jellybeansmommie, I don't know how I'm supposed to do it alone.
LaJuan✌🏾️✊🏾🌻·
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ik how you feel. i used to just cry all day. i promise it'll get better though. just pray and know you're about to get the best gift ever
kalynmarie18·
I don't think it honestly will get better @lopez.22 its only gotten worse since I found out I was pregnant.
KevynnsMom·
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aww sweetie everything will get better we all get emotional and feel like we caint handle things but just pray and have faith !