Needing to get something off my mind. I told my love id go with him to his family's thanksgiving…

Needing to get something off my mind. I told my love id go with him to his family's thanksgiving thing. I got up at 7 to go and I'm not feeling well. And now I'm setting out here in the toy room by myself because his Mom is making him do everything. I've barely seen him today. And I've been said maybe 15 words to by his actual family. And I just want to be around him and I hardly even see him. Maybe I'm being selfish but I feel like no one wants me here. I'd rather be at home with my Daughter where I actually feel welcome.