😔😔the struggles here i am awake this early for no reason ... usually wake up fix his lunch come back…

😔😔the struggles here i am awake this early for no reason ... usually wake up fix his lunch come back snuggle him up and start waking him up for work 😭😭 I don't know what to do anymore . even if he was to come back idk what i would say ..the things he said to me will not be forgotten i remember every name i was called and left with the words i hate you i seriously cant stand to be around you.... 💔💔💔💔😔