Slowly but surely getting my mind on track for the big possibility of being a single mom. In a…
Slowly but surely getting my mind on track for the big possibility of being a single mom. In a lose/lose relationship now a days, just nothing there anymore...no hope, no care, no love, no respect. Now I need to just get 100% mentally prepared to leave my bf of 3 years, urg it's hard even when I'm no longer happy no matter how hard I try to be. Once I think I can leave my mind flashes all our good memories n makes it hard for me to do it.
alexandrajoy13·
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You think the pregnancy makes it harder? Or was it rough before the pregnancy? I feel like its so much harder all these extra hormones have me feeling like I hate my boyfriend sometimes. But then I think about how things weren't this hard before my pregnancy. @2615mommi2b
kati·
We had rough patches before n trust was broken a year ago so I do have issues there with trusting him, I thought maybe it was my hormones so I have stuck it out hoping after our daughter things might be better, especially since I see a lot of mommies having more issues with their men while pregnant. But honestly I can't take it anymore. I had to text him that I was feeling hurt bc talking to him just makes him mad, he came in the other room where I was n tried to hold me n asked what's wrong when I completely opened up he ended up telling me he hates coming home to me, I'm lucky he doesn't bash my head in, I love crying n being hurt, n that I ruin everyone's life. It has gotten to the point I do cry daily n it's sad bc when he is away for work I miss him but I miss him only bc I feel lonely not bc I miss "him". @alexandrajoy13
030815·
going through the same exact thing right now!!
kati·
It really sucks @030815
alexandrajoy13·
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Ohhh goodness :( I'm so sorry. That is really tough. He definitely sounds like he needs to work on him self as a person before he could be the man you and your child need he should have never said that to you, he should be more understanding of your feelings and not become defensive like that. He obviously doesn't mean it but should never talk like that. I think its rough right now but it will get better. Just take some space you need to feel good about yourself right now more than ever. Just remember if mommy is good baby will be good too :)